October 6th, 2003

Security: Time: 09:18 pm

Here's another... [01] what's your first name? Kadee [02] middle name? Jeanne [03] last name? LaPorte [04] nicknames? Moo, Kad, Kade, Shithead, etc. [05] age? 15 [06] gender? f [07] birthday? July 20 [08] your sign? Cancer [09] where do you live? the beautiful town of St. Amant [10] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes I do [11] if so what's her/his name? Chase [12] have you ever been in love? I'd like to think so [13] who are/were your crushes? that's pretty obvious [14] do you have any piercings, or want any piercings? ears only [15] if so what do you have/want pierced? what I have is plenty [16] do you have a tattoo or want one? nope [17] if so what kind and where? ----- [18] where do you shop at the most? Old Navy [19] what color is your hair? brown [20] what color are your eyes? green [21] how tall are you? 5'4 - 5'5, not exactly sure [23] do you smoke? nope [24] do your friends smoke? if you count my sister, oui... [25] who are your closest friends? Burg, my sister, Joelle, etc. [26] who are your friends? ^ [27] who are your best friends online? ^ [28] do you like bath & body works? lots [29] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? dove [30] is your hair short or long? long [31] do you like to shop? not for clothes [32] what sports do you play? none [33] what turns you on? plenty things [34] what turns you off? too many to count [35] what place do you go for fun? WalMart [36] what do you do for fun? watch Lifetime movies and torture everyone else in my house by making them watch, too [37] how many phones do you have in your house? 2 [38] how many tv's do you have in your house? 2 [39] what's your favorite food(s)? Italian and Mexican [40] do you look like anyone famous? no [41] do you think ricky martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? in that very queer, soap-dropping kind of way I suppose [42] who are the most attractive people you know? Chase and my sister (even when she's not dressed) [43] are you a virgin? indeed I am [44] do you wish to be like your parents? that's funny... [45] what cologne should a hot guy wear? anything that smells like they've just marinated in it over night [46] what are you listening to right now? Janet Jackson [47] what time is it? 9:25 [48] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? on a good day- about 2 or 3 hours [49] do you have your own phone line? nope [50] have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? you mean like a guy? lol [51] what are your favorite shoes? Old Navy flip-flops [52] what kind of clothes do you sleep in? old Lake t-shirt and either Cardinal pajama pants or Chase's boxers [53] what's your favorite soda? Diet Vanilla Pepsi [54] what things do you say a lot? uh-huh, right, and sure [56] who is the coolest person in the world? Burg [57] do you think you're weird or funny? probably a little of both [58] what would you prefer thong or bikini? my preference is personal, lol [59] who was the last person you called? Chase [60] where do you wanna get married? in a little chapel in Vegas with an Elvis impersonator-- kidding, Holy Rosary [61] who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? I don't know [62] what are your favorite girl names? Isabella (Baby Bella) and Marlo [63] what are your favorite guy names? Noah, Jonah [64] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years? I was trying to forget-- thanks for bringing it up [65] what's your favorite childhood memory? all the corny shit me and Julee used to do [66] what is your favorite fast food restaurant? Chick-Fil-A [67] who do you really dislike? no one really... [68] do you have any brothers and sisters? I just so happen to have the best sister in the world [69] if so, names? Julee [70] do you have a pool? no [71] do you have a spa? no [72] are you stupid? possibly [73] what are you addicted to? many things [74] do you like jewelry? Yes [75] who do you wish you were? a cool kid [76] who has it easier, boys or girls? guys [77] would you rather be short or tall? in the middle... [78] do you like to dance? at times [79] do you like playing pranks on people? not particuarly [80] what's your least favorite subject in school? American History [81] what's your favorite subject in school? Biology [82] what time is it? 9:25 [83] what college do you wanna go to? LSU [84] what school do you go to now? St. Amant High [85] do you have a playstation or nintendo 64? an old playstation [85] if so, what are your favorite games? Life [87] do you sleep a lot? I try [88] what are your favorite radio stations? anything with 80's music [90] are you a morning person? sometimes [91] what's your favorite tv station? Oxygen, Lifetime, Disney HGTV, MTV, VH1, E! [92] do you shave? indeed I do [93] how often do you shower? daily [94] do you get along with your parents? always [95] what room do you spend the most time in? my bedroom and living room [96] how many rooms does your house have? 3 bedrooms [97] what do you wanna be when you're out of school? teacher [98] do you curse a lot? like a sailor [99] are you ticklish? extremely [101] what are you wearing right now? 8th grade T-shirt, WalMart boxers, underwear, glasses, and furry flip-flop slippers I bought at Homecoming [102] do you go to church? not as much as I should [103] do you like the person who sent you this? it wasn't sent [104] do you believe in god? Yes [105] do you like to watch pda's? HELL NO!!! [106] do you show pda? considering I never have the chance to, you're getting a no on that one... [107] do you believe in love at first sight? yes [108] what color tooth brush do you use? pink [109] how many times a day do you brush your teeth? twice [110] who is your favorite cartoon character? Belle [111] do you have a job? I'm 15 [113] what's your favorite fruit? Strawberries or grapes [114] what's your favorite veggies? lima beans! [115] what's your favorite candy? Hmm... Cookies & Cream Bar, M&M's [116] what was the best day of your life so far? probably my 15th birthday [117] what are you gonna do today? sleep [118] are you momma's little angel? I can be [119] do you wear body spray? nope [120] who is the sweetest girl? I know alot of them [121] who is the sweetest guy? Need I say it again? [122] are you wearing nail polish now? yes [123] if so, what color? my fingernails are French manicured with light pink tips and my toenails are light pink [124] how many rings or necklaces do you own? the locket Chase gave me for my birthday [125] do you wear a watch? yes, $6 at Wally [126] did/do you have braces? never [127] are you tired? very [129] do you have freckles? a few on my arm [130] what are you thinking right now? sleeping [131] are you having fun? not quite [132] what time is it? thats about the 3rd time you asked that... [133] who makes you laugh? any and everything [134] who's your favorite teacher? Ms. Ridgdell [136] what is the best concert you have ever been to? NSync [137] what is your favorite dream? the ones that resemble those episodes of Bliss [138] what is your worst dream? the one where Chase's friends drive a bus that says "die bitch" into my living room and he hops on the bus [139] are you tired of filling this out yet? uh-huh [140] who of your friends do you think will get bored with this? I'm not sending [141] who sent this lovely survey to you? a community [142] what's your worst memory as a little kid? the kids being mean to me [143] have you ever cheated on anyone/been cheated on? not that I know about-- which is a maybe, but I am faithful [144] do you believe in santa claus? please do not ruin this for me [145] do you believe in ghosts? no

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Current Music: Janet Jackson CD Security: Subject: Surveys Time: 09:06 pm Current Mood: giggly

I am in a semi-good mood, and I just realized that I haven't filled out a survey in awhile. Those always equal a fun time. I'm going to just do one on this post... perhaps when I am finished I will complete another-- all depends. If I were a month I would be: December If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday If I were a time of day I would be: 11:57 P.M. If I were a planet I would be: Neptune (I like the name) If I were a sea animal I would be: seal If I were a direction I would be: north If I were a piece of furniture I would be: chaise lounge If I were a historical figure I would be: did i just read "historical figure?" Funny. If I were a liquid I would be: diet soft drinks If I were a stone, I would be: ruby If I were a tree, I would be: crape myrtle (Is that even a tree?) If I were a bird, I would be: hummingbird If I were a tool, I would be: torch If I were a flower/plant, I would be: tulip If I were a kind of weather, I would be: rain w/o lightning or thunder If I were a musical instrument, I would be: drums If I were an animal, I would be: koala bear If I were a color, I would be: red If I were an emotion, I would be: well, I would hope to be happy If I were a vegetable, I would be: lima beans If I were a sound, I would be: a song If I were an element, I would be: water If I were a car, I would be: a Beetle If I were a song, I would be: a cheesy 80's or 90's love song If I were a movie, I would be directed by: those sappy Lifetime directors If I were a book, I would be written by: ----- If I were a food, I would be: kettle popcorn If I were a place, I would be: a school If I were a material, I would be: soft cotton If I were a taste, I would be: slightly bitter If I were a scent, I would be: coconut If I were a religion, I would be: Catholic If I were a word, I would be: word If I were an object, I would be: a bendy straw If I were a body part I would be: a hand If I were a facial expression I would be: a smirk If I were a subject in school I would be: English If I were a cartoon character I would be: Belle If I were a shape I would be: diamond If I were a number I would be: 7, I suppose

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September 28th, 2003

Current Music: "Wrong Impression" - Natalie Imbruglia Security: Subject: happiness... Time: 08:49 pm Current Mood: thankful

Sometimes I just sit back and think about things. Don't we all? Today was a wonderful day. This weekend was a great weekend. The fact that I completed all of my homework at the very beginning of my weekend probably contributed to it's greatness. It is VERY nice to not be so stressed. Maybe procrastination is not the easiest way to go. Friday night was so, so fun. After the giggles I shared with my little cousin and her friend, my Aunt Lisa took me with Joelle and her friends to eat at Raisin' Canes. That was such a fun time. I haven't laughed so much in quite a while. Saturday morning, I woke up; my mom took Chase and I shopping. I hate shopping, but still I had fun. We saw alot of people. My bra strap broke, though-- that's never good, but I moved on. We bought everything we needed. Then, I went to tan, and we went to see my MawMaw. Seeing my MawMaw always makes me happy. Then, my mom watched Remember the Titans with me and Chase. I love that movie, also makes me happy. Then, we watched View From the Top. I enjoyed the company more than the movie though. Then, Chase came over again this morning. I am very comfortable around him. We went to my Aunt Lisa's for my Ran's 50th birthday party. I love him to pieces. Chase and I spent the day riding on the golf cart and watching TV with Joelle. I am very glad that she is my cousin because that makes her sort of a permanent friend to me for life, and I couldn't have asked for a better one. Then, Judy took me and Chase to WalMart where I got a new phone and a new alarm clock. She bought me some pens and hairclips, too. And THEN, we got to do my FAVORITE thing. They let me walk around WalMart looking at things for no reason. I looked at all of the hair stuff, makeup, appliances, kitchen ware, electronics, and school supplies. We were there for quite awhile. I felt like a little kid again. It was like Christmas. And it's even getting cold outside again. I LOVE it when it's cold. It took something as small as strolling aimlessly through WalMart to prove to me how happy I am. And what's funny is everything's been this way for quite a while, I just didn't realize it. A year ago if you would have told me that my boyfriend was taking me to homecoming, and my best friends were my mom, my sister, and my cousin-- I would have laughed in your face. Last year, I was crying because I couldn't even get a date w/ one of my friends because I really had none. It is amazing how much things can change. Being surrounded by everything in the world that you love only makes you realize it quicker. Thank you...

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September 26th, 2003

Current Music: "Getting Late" - Floetry Security: Subject: It's Getting Laaaaaaaaaate... Time: 10:20 pm Current Mood: accomplished

I didn't get to take my weekly Friday night all night nap fest at my MawMaw's tonight. That is what I start counting down to each week, starting Saturday morning. You'd think I would be disappointed, but I am just the opposite. I had to babysit my favorite little cousin and her friend. They showed me pictures of their "boyfriends" in Lake Primary's yearbook and told me about all the "geeks." I remember when I thought boys had cooties. They were so much fun; I had a blast. I have no idea why they pay me to do this. Back to accomplishments, I took 3 and a half hours completing everything for American History, including next week's outline AND terms. All I have left to do is Hofstadter before Friday. I even classified my fish for Biology. That should make me a LOT less stressed this is week. And I need to take away all the stress b/c Homecoming is only a week away. I guess I'm excited. I just don't want to take pictures.

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September 24th, 2003

Current Music: "No More I Love You's" - Annie Lennox Security: Subject: Back again... Time: 04:01 pm Current Mood: thoughtful

I have just decided to update this thing more often, perhaps daily, in a desperate attempt for my sister to be able to catch up on my life every now and then. My life really isn't so exciting that it's necessary for me to do so, but maybe it will help me to relieve stress. And I could surely use that. School is hard. And I really am trying now; I even study. I don't ever want to be in the top 10 or even competing for that. Not to be conceited or anything, but I am quite aware of my intelligence, and I do not feel the need to get so snippy and bitter about something like a grade point average. I worry too much to ever be involved in something like that. It doesn't make it much easier when all you think about is food all day. This damn Weight Watchers thing sucks ass. I've even started tanning again, too. I'd look like a big white bean in my black homecoming dress if I didn't. And I have lost close to 7 pounds, and it's barely even noticable. I was always told that "on really fat people its hard to notice a weight loss because they were so big to begin with." Gee, that's mighty encouraging. My mom has never been so proud of me. When I bring home report cards, she's never this thrilled. Every week when she sees my little "progress form" at the "Fat Club" she tells me how proud she is of me. That makes me feel a whole lot better, too. I was trying to figure out the other day who I'm even doing this for. Surely it's not for Chase. And of course, I'd like to be thinner, but I really think I do it for her, just so she can be proud of me. That's sad. I worry too much. WAY too much. I never realized until recently how jealous and bitter I really can get. Maybe if I didn't overanalyze every step of my life then I wouldn't be so bad off. Ehhh, no time for overthinking about overthinking. I should get a life, really though-- I should.

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August 23rd, 2003

Current Music: the sound of myself typing Security: Subject: *sigh* Time: 08:55 pm Current Mood: intimidated

Well, it has been quite awhile since my last update. I guess you could say alot has happened. Things are different. But, I suppose that's okay. School is pretty confusing. I have always despised Science for some reason, but I love Biology. Even though the kids at my table don't like me, my last name begins with an "L" and that, my friends, is something I have to accept. I'm doing pretty well in there. American History is another story. Sometimes, I feel that I teach myself more at home reading the chapter than I do in the hour and some odd minutes that I actually spend in the class. It's not that she doesn't know what she's talking about; I think she just knows so much that she doesn't know how to let it all out. Drama isn't really as fun as I imagined it to be. And Keyboarding, or "IBCA," I swear I hear "R, space, semi, space, f, space" in my sleep. I was thinking about running for class officer, perhaps treasurer, but I think I have reconsidered. I don't really like competing at all. And the last thing I want to do right now is give anyone else yet another reason to dislike me. So perhaps I'll just keep to myself. I feel that I am just living from weekend to weekend right now. Not to whine, but at times I sort of feel "friendless" (if that's even a word) except for Chase. I really, truly do love him; he's about all I have now, which is indeed plenty, but still... And I think that maybe it seems that I have neglected others for him, but I'm just so lonely and he's the only person I know who is always there. My sister's basically gone now, and I won't lie, it is nice to be the only child living at home, but I miss her already because she was the only person who understood me. I will be okay; maybe all of this will become normal soon. Who knows and who has time to care?

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July 11th, 2003

Current Music: "My Cherie Amour" - Stevie Wonder Security: Subject: Yesss!! Time: 02:48 pm Current Mood: accomplished

Now, I know I haven't been posting very much lately. However, I felt this was good enough reason to. Hell- this is reason to celebrate. I finished my first summer reading assignment today!! Normally, I wouldn't recommend procrastinating. That is something I definitely need to work on before the upcoming school year, but I GOT IT DONE! And it doesn't even have to be postmarked until tomorrow, which means that I can mail it today! This is gonna be a busy week, and now I can spend it without stress and feeling accomplished! *big smile* *big CHEESY smile* Oh, and congrats to Kimbo, because if I read your last entry correctly, you finished yesterday and you are off to have fun!! Oh, and by the way... I miss my sister! Moo - Ju = Sadness

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June 19th, 2003

Current Music: "You're Making Me High" - Toni Braxton Security: Time: 01:11 pm Current Mood: giddy

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March 30th, 2003

Current Music: "Honey" - Mariah Carey Security: Subject: Yet another day... Time: 08:47 pm Current Mood: tired

Well, I am about to head off to my room to finish some homework. I may even study for French! *gasp* Yes, yes,... STUDY for French. Maybe that 85.5 on the interim was a little hint. I actually enjoyed French today, though. "Madame" Brignac was extremely funny today... and the people who sit around me in my new seat are actually really enjoyable. I got into a little "dispute" shall we say, with a friend of mine. A friend who I think makes absolutely no sense for being angry with me. Said friend cursed me out mulitple times, screamed, yelled, and made a fool of herself for no reason that I find to actually be valid. She called me a bitch a couple times, I think. I tried not to pay attention. That made me very glad that I had given up swearing for Lent because I think I would have said a couple things I would later regret had I decided to use profanity. And there were quite a few times when it KILLED me not to say it... but I did. And she later apologized. Thanks to the wonderful guy that she identifies as "the problem"... funny how "the problem" was "the solution." Funny stuff, huh? Well I'll be going now. G'nite to you! Sweet dreams to you!

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March 29th, 2003

Current Music: "The Only One for Me" - Brian McKnight Security: Subject: Ahhh... happiness! Time: 02:58 pm Current Mood: relieved

I'm really sorry that I don't do this updating business so often anymore. But, if at all possible, I may be online more from now on so I can do this whole LiveJournal thing like it should be done. I think I updated like a week ago. My entire entry was about being happy again. And I still am very, very happy- very, very, very happy. And I don't really care right now what anyone says. That is probably the farthest from my mind right now. Last night, Jenna, Hayli, and Josh came over and we made a musical instrument for Mrs. "AmatA"'s class. I really do love them, a whole, whole bunch. They may not like me very much in return, but I'd have to say that they are some of my best friends. Ahhh... I just said "best friend." I guess I am finally healed. But anyway, they all came to my house at about 6:30 (except for Hayli, who got here at 5:00 and left this morning); we stayed here for awhile and then loaded up for WalMart. My mom took us. I love her... I think she is the greatest mom and probably the greatest person I have ever met. She kept picking on Josh in the car about getting his pepe grabbed in the back of his lady friend's mom's Suburban. Hayli, with her lady-like charm, kept passing gas and mooning Josh all nite, only when she wasn't screaming out "I HATE YOU!" to everyone around. And Jenna. Gee, do I miss Jenna. She had never been to my house before and I hope she had a good time. She is just always so nice about everything and she's never let me down before. Even when she didn't agree with me. I remember she said, "I don't think it's right... but I'll always love Kadee and support her because she is my friend." And that really means alot to me. She's changed her mind by now, of course. But I really do wish that she and I could be close again. And Josh, he is something else entirely. He didn't like my idea of making bells because he wanted to make flutes. Bells were MUCH more creative. Everyone will be doing recorders... and the bells are a very original instrument, especially when they are made of small terra cotta pots. We were mean to him all nite... but I really don't think he minded very much. It took us about a whole 5 minutes to assemble the bells, but they stayed here for about 3 hours. Hayli spent the nite. We talked to AJ until his brother made him get off at about 9 or so and then she talked to her lovers for a couple hours. She talked me to sleep. That has never happened before. Usually, I talk everyone to sleep. I really love ol Hal. Even though she and I are on an entirely different social step, I guess you would say, she is always there for me. Even if it means telling people off, which is sometimes helpful. And we talked to Kimbo, too. I miss having every class with Kim. She's just always so cheerful and uplifting and so... KIM! I really do hope she and I don't fade away just because of schedules. This morning, me and Hal woke up at about 10 or so. My boss called and said it was too cold to work and she would postpone the opening until around Tuesday. We ate breakfast, and then hopped online. And who is on? Haha... AJ. Ahhhh... he is something else. Allow me to list a couple reasons why he means so much to me. 1) He put his icon as Beauty and the Beast because that's my favorite movie. 2) When I told him we were making bells, he said "like Belle on Beauty and the Beast." 3) He agreed to watch Lifetime movies today because I said I liked them. 4) He talks to my friends and he is real, real nice to them. 5) He said that SOME people could use "facial reconstructive surgery" and he talked about "whore jaws." That's beautiful... simply beautiful. For the rest of the day I have been sleeping and downloading songs while NOT pausing the ones my sister already has on que. I think this post is long enough. I'm sorry if your eyes are tired now.

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